it's been hard to keep up my daily practice
especially when now, many project is due,
sometime when i wake up, it's afternoon.
or i just don't feel like to set donw trying to find a peace with in to write thing
even when i do,
my head went blank.
hard days.
2009年10月11日 星期日
Doing me
with my daily practice, i always have to do it as the first time in the morning.
sometime, i will be in the rush to get ready, and not really want to sit down and do my daily practice. however, there is something there made me feel odd if i don't do it.
so, feel i was be forced to sit down and do the video.
i guess, this feeling happend to many everyday routine.
some time i don't want to brush my teeth, but somehow, i will still do it no matter how tired i was.
so, it really like the activity is doing me, rather than i doing it.
sometime, i will be in the rush to get ready, and not really want to sit down and do my daily practice. however, there is something there made me feel odd if i don't do it.
so, feel i was be forced to sit down and do the video.
i guess, this feeling happend to many everyday routine.
some time i don't want to brush my teeth, but somehow, i will still do it no matter how tired i was.
so, it really like the activity is doing me, rather than i doing it.
allowing the bow to cut through him
when the master say "now at last, the bowstring has cut right through you."
i think it refer to the fact that student realized that not knowing is the only thing we know.
and questions are the ture knowaledge because they are coming from with in, rather than learning from others. that is probabely the greatest enlightenment. therefore, the bow cut through him because he is not exist.
i think it refer to the fact that student realized that not knowing is the only thing we know.
and questions are the ture knowaledge because they are coming from with in, rather than learning from others. that is probabely the greatest enlightenment. therefore, the bow cut through him because he is not exist.
2009年10月7日 星期三
attention on shaving
after watching my shaving my face frame by frame
i notice how much facial expression i had when i am shaving.
and how much a person can look different after remove hair on face.
i also can hear the sound of shaving. which i didn't notice before.
i notice how much facial expression i had when i am shaving.
and how much a person can look different after remove hair on face.
i also can hear the sound of shaving. which i didn't notice before.
2009年10月4日 星期日
daily practice
i think my daily practice will be
end of each day, write down my version of aura of the day
next day morning. turn on the video camara
(video camara facing my window in the room)
reread my aura of yesterday to the video
but only my voice and the view of my windows
this is my daily practice
end of each day, write down my version of aura of the day
next day morning. turn on the video camara
(video camara facing my window in the room)
reread my aura of yesterday to the video
but only my voice and the view of my windows
this is my daily practice
eyebrows
Yesterday,
i was reading book,
for a short while, i was spaced out.
by the time when i came back to the paragraph that i was reading. i already forget what i was reading.
this kind of memory lost happened to me quite often when i read in English.
not so often if i am reading in Chinese.
suddenly, my mind jump into thinking
why do we have eyebrows
i cannot think of a reason.
therefore, i went to toilet.
shaved my eyebrows off.
just want to see my face without those decorative items.
i was reading book,
for a short while, i was spaced out.
by the time when i came back to the paragraph that i was reading. i already forget what i was reading.
this kind of memory lost happened to me quite often when i read in English.
not so often if i am reading in Chinese.
suddenly, my mind jump into thinking
why do we have eyebrows
i cannot think of a reason.
therefore, i went to toilet.
shaved my eyebrows off.
just want to see my face without those decorative items.
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